I know I haven't been blogging for quite some time. Truth is, I'm awfully busy. I've started working -yes finally- I am currently working at Salvatore Ferragamo and what can I say? I think my first job experience is going pretty well! I'm not going to talk about it in this post though. Maybe the next. :-) 

The reason why I suddenly feel so keen on blogging today is due to the fact that I am currently facing a book hangover from hell. And the book that has made me this way is...*drum rolls* the famous/infamous Fifty Shades of Grey trilogy! 

Heart-melting, massive cringing, constant swooning, teary eyes, sleepless nights and silent giggles - this book trilogy is definitely one of the best trilogy's I have ever read. Hands down. I know it's famous for it's "kinky fuckery" so much so that people will judge you if you read it in public but you know what? Screw them. Christian Grey > them. 

The Fifty Shades of Grey trilogy is basically about the love between Christian Grey, a hot and wealthy CEO of his own company and Anastasia Steele, a graduate of a university. The book started off by Anastasia meeting Christian for an interview for her school's magazine as a favour to her best friend, Kate, as she was feeling unwell. Though reluctant at first, Anastasia decided to go in the end for Kate. Anastasia is a person who had no interest in boys and doesn't consider herself pretty at all. But however as she steps into the office, everything changed at once. She met Christian Grey, a ridiculously dashing man whom she was really awestruck by.  He is supposed to be twenty-seven at the time of the first novel, and he owns a multi-million-dollar company, can pilot both a helicopter and a glider, has a massive penthouse suite equipped with a full “playroom” full of various BDSM toys, is impossibly attractive, and comes from a very wealthy, very successful family. Anastasia learns that he's a m a s s i v e control freak and also got to know more about his philanthropic character. As the story unfolds, Christian finds it hard to resist Anastasia. Somehow like Anastasia, Christian had no interest in dating. To the point where many people think he's gay. Christian began looking up on her and even visiting her and acting surprised (how cute is that aw come on). As their friendship and relationship deepens, Anastasia learns more about Christian. He does not date, but he still engages in sexual activities with girls he finds attractive, brunette a mainly, because.... (I want to say it but I don't want to spoil even though I'm sure I've pretty much spoiled everything already) he even makes the girls sign the contract and indicating that he is a Dominant while the girls are his Submissives. In the first book, it's pretty much 'kinky fuckery', sex like practically on every page but though Christian had done this with a lot of girls, he felt that Anastasia was different and even had many First times. For example, he doesn't sleep with any girls but he slept with Ana. He doesn't let any girls sleep on his bed. But he lets Ana. The first book ends by Ana leaving Christian for his inhumane acts. And in that moment, I couldn't help it but cry buckets and oceans of tears. I was utterly heart broken that it affected my mood the whole day. 

The second and third book was more romantic. Okay I really think I should stop spoiling. What I love about their relationship is their utterly cute emails. Yup emails... In the second book, Christian finally confesses his love for Ana and even asked for her to marry him. Words cannot express how elated and gleeful I felt when he asked her for her hand in marriage. My heart was bursting at the seams. The book ended off by a *few years later* and even though it's been years, they were still madly in love and even had children. What I found really cute was how even after all those years, they're still madly in love and it's evident that Christian still cherishes Ana so much. I couldn't stop swooning when Christian asked his son, "isn't mommy pretty?" And how he even said "thank you" when Ana gave birth. I'm just like daaaaaamn. 

Throughout my time reading, I couldn't help but wonder about Christian's thoughts. And at the end of the third book.......there was a bonus part about Christian's point of view when they first met. Thank you E L James. I died a million deaths. 

Ugh. All in all, the book's pretty amazing. I'm feeling so empty right now it's as if there's a hole in my heart and my heart yearns for Christian. I've never felt so completely in love with a fictional character since...Edward Cullen. I know I've loved many fictional characters but the two whom I felt truly connected and in love with was Edward Cullen and Christian Grey. To the point that I actually cried because I have to come to terms that they do not exist. :-((( life sucks take drugs. Or maybe because it has sort of the same storyline. Hot guy who's been single for years meeting the girl, can't resist, fall in love, married, children. But nevertheless, I love it. 

I am a hopeless romantic and Christian Grey freaking means so much to me now. I'd die if I ever get a bracelet with charms representing the things we've been through. The emails were probably the cutest things ever with cute subject headers and sign-offs ah I'm in cloud nine. 

Can someone like Christian Grey come into my life now 

Now 

Now 

Sigh. Or maybe after I am done with my university studies. 

The movie's coming out in 2015 if I'm not wrong but they've already started shooting!! The cast is perrfffff. 

GREY ENTERPRISE HOLDINGS <33 

I have no idea why I wrote this post but I just felt like I needed to because it's completely overwhelming and I just need to write out whatever's in my head. 

Laters, baby